请假以后的生活就是睡到死。

然后每天还是心力交瘁。

这样的生活究竟到什么时候才是个头啊。

大四综合症患者啊。

做完一个听力section以后去光坪晒了太阳。

热量积蓄在深色仔裤上，变得有些烧灼。

BATTLE FOR THE SUN。你的声音里，依然有力量。

睡太多是不好的。

1点多时回寝室，倒头睡下，快5点才醒。

然后一直头疼到现在。

feels like hangover.

And I havent had any hangover for ages.

God it's killing me.

All i need is more sleep? Then I ll be sleeping veggie. Fuck. I've been sleepwalking all day long.

They blocked twitese, they blocked itweet, they blocked twittergadget. 

Fuck it.

and i just found twitq. will it be the next target? 

God only knows.

I got it bad,
You don’t know how bad I got it.
You got it easy,
You don’t know when you got it good.
It’s getting harder,
Just keeping life and soul together.
I’m sick of fighting,
Even though I know I should.
The cold is biting,
Through each and every nerve and fibre.
My broken spirit is frozen to the core.
Don’t wanna be here no more.

[Chorus]
Wouldn’t it be good to be in your shoes,
Even if it was for just one day?
Wouldn’t it be good if we could wish ourselves away?

You must be joking,
You don’t know a thing about it.
You’ve got no problem,
I’d stay right there if it were you.
I got it harder,
You couldn’t dream how hard i got it.
Stay out of my shoes,
If you know what’s good for you.
The heat is stifling,
Burning me up from the inside.
The sweat is dripping from each and every pore.
Don’t wanna be here no more,
Don’t wanna be here no more.

[Chorus]
Wouldn’t it be good to be in your shoes,
Even if it was for just one day?
Wouldn’t it be good if we could wish ourselves away?
Wouldn’t it be good to be on your side?
The grass is always greener over there.
Wouldn’t it be good if we could live without a care?
Without a care,
Without a care,
Without a care,
Without a care

换了非常美丽的BANNER！！！

嗯我的BLOG BANNER终于出现PLACEBO以外的东西了= =可喜可贺可喜可贺。

Eirik和Erlend。我在写REVIEW的时候，也越写越觉得奸情四溢……怎么办呢。尤其是Eirik还当众说自己像家庭主妇一样等Erlend回挪威等的好辛苦。额。

这个REVIEW实在写的我太痛苦了。但再不写掉我真的可以去撞南墙了。

接下来要做的事情实在是足以让我have the courage to rebel everything including sleep了。

今次干脆将BLOGNAME一并换掉。Wouldn't It Be Good真是有望成为我最喜欢的PLACEBO COVER呢。Leni说这首歌的歌词听起来太绝望，我却觉得，他的声音里充满了力量。离开的勇气和决心，不是每个人都有的。

我的最后一个常用PROXY终于死掉啦。但另一方面，VPN却又连得上了，虽然速度上会慢一点。

然后我也终于成了大肆综合症患者，好在我已经下定决心。

还是继续念书的好。

HK那段的SUMMER SHORT FILM又出来了。

出乎我意料的是，STEF居然把我和LINV都给剪掉了。留给我半张脸和整条手臂的出镜机会。

JARVIS和CAROL都有被拍到，4个LOCAL GIRLS居然挣足出镜机会，留下来呆在场内等FOOTAGE果然是正确的TOT！

I hate you stef!

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 但是我还是好像掐死他

Lin/V says:

 hahhaha i ll help u 

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 好讨厌的感觉啊

 STEF好讨厌！

Lin/V says:

 i second u!!!

god damn stef

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 MuSeR CoRa_____ says:

 well..at least u're on a new tomorrow..

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 ...T T but it's not him doing the editing

 that's the point you know

 T T

Lin/V says:

 T  T    T  T  

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 I HATE STEF!!!!!

Lin/V says:

 T T T T T T T T  T T T T T T T SAD MORNIGN

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 but...

 it's weird that

 my feeling for that night my memory of him

 suddenly get enhanced = =

 why so fucking funny...

Lin/V says:

  等到风平浪静， 等到惊心动魄，却有点和自己擦身而过的味道

 算了。  

 留给将来补过 

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 MuSeR CoRa_____ says:

 oh..well..i dun hate stef much   just brian T^T

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 = -

 now i'm the fucking girl who get her pen pelted by Brian and her shoot cut out by Stef

 fuck

Lin/V says:

  哈哈哈哈 

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 fuck 

 i both love and hate them

 both

Lin/V says:

 嗯 

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 now my love and hate for the two kinda balanced

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 so i can pick up the thought of a threesome again

 i took my words back that i only want stef

 i want them both

 plus spank

 both of them

 v v hard

喜北 Agina Liu   like a MINDBOMB says:

 我决定我要欺负STEF一下

 他妈的，下次不对他这么好了

 我是说SLASH里

 我老是欺负BRIAN……

不过好在Brian还是很可爱。原来他在HK那么高兴。又是BOXING又MOSHING的……贱人。

credit to Kate from Suker-Love.com

为什么在我这个外人看起来，就那么像被QJ了呢。

Stef, are you there doing anything forbidden in the elevator? we got rules for elevator passengers in HK, aint you aware of that? well, take your hads off Brian! pants off and get your spank. You should've known better. Behave yourself next time in public.

另，我觉得BRIAN的BOOBIES真是越来越秀色可餐了= =好深的乳沟啊。

moshing Brian! how cute!

fuck...

Boxing boxing Brian.

YEAH!

and this!

quarantine?!!!

i bet this must be Brian.

http://www.nme.com/news/ian-brown/47704

Ian Brown说他从1999年2月开始就不买衣服了，这十年里他唯一买过的东西是Bubbery的一条围巾。

Explaining further, the 'My Way'singer revealed that the Japanese designer Kazuki Kuraishi has kept him well dressed for over a decade.

"I get a box sent from Japan, like every eight weeks I get a big box, and there's my jeans and whatnot." He said. "Every item of clothing you've seen me in since 1999 will have been designed by Kazuki, he's one of the top streetwear designers of Japan. He now designs Adidasand Levi's as well as a lot of the Japanese labels." He added.

我的上帝，一个男人给另一个男人每两个月寄一堆当季的、自己设计的衣服，坚持了十年之久。

怎么就觉得那么别扭呢？！

Stef, if you let this go, you are an idiot. DONT LET THIS GO!

Dont let this go Stef!!!

It's just amazing that without combing his hair behind the ears, he let out the nancy boy with curls again. Then I was convinced once more that this creature was a bitch, is a bitch and will be a bitch forever and ever. 

Adding a flavor of maturity, this is even more adorable/fuckable/fantabulous than merely the same old nancy molko. 

Dont let this go Stef! Darn.

BTW, I'm so fucking glad to see his hair covering the sideburns cuz finally I can pretend there's no such thing at all =D

drools at Brian's Chest.

Stef being so adorable again...great taste!

...*delirious*

……好可爱。好可爱好可爱好可爱。nostrils bwahahahahaha

长假的重点：

1）吃。

2) 往死里吃。

3）我每年吃月饼都吃得来人都要变成月饼了。

我刚才终于消灭了最后半块绿豆月饼。我终于知道为什么中秋节一年只能过一次了。因为全国人民进行了为期约两周的大规模集约性进食月饼（这种本来就没什么好吃、但是不吃掉放着会坏、每个人还都喜欢买来送来送去的食物）后，一年以内再也不想看到这个东西变成一个非常好理解的想法。

另一个重点还是吃。家庭聚餐。无外乎鸡鸭鱼肉虾蟹成群……吃到你看到肉就觉着反胃，也实在不是易事。

所以我决定从今天晚上开始最后的三天半躲在家里哪儿也不去了。中午去了次姨妈家。然后去采购了豆奶、鸡蛋、零食和面包。鸡蛋是用来去风气的……哦，我还买了一把儿童牙刷，用护理牙刷上瘾，所以现在沦落到嘴里连塞个儿童牙刷都嫌大了。SIGH。

卖场的升降电梯里，有一股脚臭的味道。后来我看到旁边的货物电梯里，一个管电梯的大爷气定神闲地坐在一把木椅子上，笔直的双腿高高地搁在墙上，脚上穿着一双极具土鳖特色的人造丝凉袜，可惜我没胆量一直盯着人家，不记得是藏蓝色还是深咖色了……尽管那画面实在具有电影感也另人心生怀旧，但联系到我之前提到的那个问题。我突然很想干呕。

昨天晚上跟LYNN和一一去唱歌玩夜场。上海歌城果然很高级的有Depeche Mode的Policy of Truth，但是唱不来= =为什么不是personal jesus或者strange love呢，而当我翻乐队的时候居然出现了PLACEBO, I gasped literally. 不过还是很无趣的Every You Every Me，直接盗版钱柜。好希望在KTV唱到Ashtray Heart啊！！！另外，偶尔还会出现一些很奇怪的歌，比如Kasabian的Fire，属于我没有料到的歌……还有Within Temptation的金属版Running Up That Hill，我以为我对PLACEBO的Cover已经那么熟悉了，不论如何也是同一首歌，总是能唱的……结果，完全跟不上，能把一首歌Cover的如此面目全非，是需要深厚的功力的。另外上海歌城Oasis、MUSE之类的歌相当多，都是上了两页的……但经典老歌我觉得量不够。我想找The Kinks, David Bowie，T.rex跟Ella Fitzgerald的某几首歌，未遂。DB和TREX的歌都选的不好。所以大家以后还是去游歌吧，省事……

然后去了Muse。场子太奇怪了，全是大叔……还有一对鬼佬跟一个中国女人边跳边3P……在WINDOWS跟一群很刚的大哥喝酒，其中有两个人对着一一几乎要流口水了。跟Lynn去跳舞的时候她被一个鬼佬搭讪ONS，我被一个搓西西的大哥拉着转圈，我特别郁闷地想松手都不成……气场不对啊，早知道去Not Me或者石榴了。但说到底我还是比较倾向于看好演出吃夜宵的夜生活啊。

现在的火炉上慢慢地炖着茶树菇鸭腿汤。我娘临走前烧的。

今天晚上就靠这个了。

笑死我了。

小样，你笑起来也跟Brian一样花枝乱颤起来了。还有那个端着茶杯的小动作……嗯，如出一辙。

。。。1996年的重生。我上个对比：

说吧，你还想让我们活么。

为毛不勾！

好高的鞋跟……

看看这个！证明！

Stef我好爱你！！！

这张Fiona很美。我一直没想通她为什么要染头发。

BTW，前两天又梦见小妈了。我很如愿地成了他们的ROADIE……小妈在台上唱歌的时候有提到我的名字，当时我就囧了。然后就囧醒了。

Mexico, Palacio De Los Deportes, 30 Sept 2009

经过不懈的努力我终于看上了YOUTUBE上的DEVIL IN THE DETAILS的视频。

Stef的吉他又出问题，Brian唱到一半说wait wait wait, 并且asked the audience to do him a big favor. 

"My very good friend and my musical husband, stefan olsdal..."

then he explained that Stefan's guitar's not functioning well, again, then he asked the fans to cheer him with "Go Stef Go!"

and the audience screamed at the top of their lungs for several times with Steve's drum, "GO STEF GO!"

wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf!!!!!

"My very good friend and my musical husband, stefan olsdal..."

你可以去死了Brian……hummm, Brian finally decides to give people confirmation that he and Stef are officially husband and husband.

Great.